HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO
NUR ATIQAH!

today is my FREAK'S BIRTHDAY! hahaha! glad to hear that she likes the present! so happy~ hahaha! and glad to hear that she like the unwrapping part(whereby huiqing tape the present with many layers! XD)

and today.. we celebrated YOU SUNG'S birthday again! but this time, it was with our fellow brothers and sisters in Christ! hehehe! must give the credits to yingwen for that! hahaha!

i wonder what's wrong with my mother nowadays. at first she started nagging at me with trivial matters.. now she have 'slowly' promote to my religion. i do not want to say things in details as it is really very insulting. i dont get what she wants, she used to be a christian so she should roughly know what a christian's life is like and she allows me to be a christian. i can be patient with her about her nagging regardless how unreasonable it might be but not to the Lord and the church! when she started saying bad things of my religion, i reasoned things with her PATIENTLY. and when my reason worked on her, she went to think up of other inlogical reason that does not have a single linkage at all! then, my anger fire up. even my aunt and uncle ivan told me to cool down(my aunt is a christian so i chilled down as i respect my aunt a lot). seriously, no comments. what my mother had said have hurt my feelings. i was wondering that is she having her period so that her homos is messing with her? but still, its wrong. even after the heated quarrel with her. during dinner, i think she realised she was in the fault. so she tried to make things up to me by offering me things but all i answer her was no. but when my aunt asked me whether i need the same thing, i said yes. also, the very first thing i asked for my aunt during dinner it was a BIG GLASS of luohan longan just to get rid of that anger's heat! but it seems taht it did not work. in addition, when i was helping myself to an egg dish, she asked me to help her to serve the egg to her. however, i just took the egg and serve myself first and ate it before serving her. anyway i didnt talk to her much, most of my time i was talking to winsome and my aunt. since she has no respect to my religion, why do i need to respect her? i even let her pray to those buddist's or taoist's god asking for blessing for both my sister and i when we were in taipei all those due to my respect for my mother. yet i didnt mind although i told her it was pointless. but now, she's pushing to my limits. i dont even feel like hinting to her what she needs to do. since she is old enough to know her mistakes and she should know what she should do. i believe she does not need her teenager daughter to tell her what to do. for now, i just dont feel like talking to her. until she apologise. if not, im greatly disappointed in her. in fact, i am still angry with her.