last night, i was wondering what my late grandmother did in order to spend her night away. she likes to read the bible at night and listened to sermons after sermons until she fell asleep. so i decided to give it a try. in the past, i always wondered why my late grandmother hardly play with me and would rather listen to sermons which are B.O.R.I.N.G~ but now i know why. listening how God plans to use us. how He saves us. everything. its just so wonderful. okay! confession to make! there were some parts i was day-dreaming away but there are some points that strike me down that i felt i was completely exposed to God. felt like crying yet im happy. did a lot of thinking last night. wondering why on earth am i wasting so much time. why i did that. but God chose to forget it but yet at times, i cant. im glad that i am following the footsteps that my late grandmother made but i want to make it even better. :)