okay. now im re-writing it. actually i had a draft of this post but somehow it disapper like a snap. maybe God is telling to write it again.

today is teacher's day, which means im going back to secondary school with my pals. while i was in beatty, memories filled my mind. huiqing and i were talking about our old days how we prank the teacher. chiong-ing homework before school starts. hiding from discipline mistress. how i miss those days. this lead me to thinking. we always want the good old days especially when we are young. we can make all sort of mistakes in life cause we have not reach to the stage of resposibilities. but when we were young, our mindset was "i want to grow up". now? i want to go back the past. if fact, sometime im so tired of this world that i just want to go home. looks like God says no for now. as we grow older, we cant do many things. like playing pranks on teacher when i used to do when i was young. why? responsibility. after some thinking, i realised that its time for me to move on and just get over it. however, this requires some changes. and im doing it now. so that i will become a better person and accept the future(means challenges and grace). im going to turn the tables around. im glad that God is with me at all times. i really do.

just realised that there are some spelling mistakes, grammer mistakes and some other mistakes. but im not going to care. let this post to be imperfect. no intention to make any changes. i just want to continue to hear.